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Jadefire79 33F
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1/19/2018 7:09 pm
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43534bob 62M
86 posts
1/19/2018 7:37 pm

try rotating in "Eleanor Rigby" by the Beatles...Good luck with the mood and the tat...


gardenboy321 60M  
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1/19/2018 8:01 pm

I know that kind of pain sweetheart. It's debilitating. All you can do is wait for time to soothe it some.

Thoughts from the Garden...


CleavageFan4U 66M
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1/20/2018 7:25 am

Sorry to hear you're struggling. Best wishes on finding an answer.

As for me, I'm not a believer in ANY long term medication (and that included alcohol BTW) so the news that you're doctor is attempting to get you back to baseline by going totally drug free is most encouraging.

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citizen4722 66M  
74582 posts
1/21/2018 8:48 am

This is your song:

A Pain That I'm Used to

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance, oh no
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds of the soul

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

M. Gore


Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:26 pm

    Quoting 43534bob:
    try rotating in "Eleanor Rigby" by the Beatles...Good luck with the mood and the tat...
Thanks, I'll look up the song.

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Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:26 pm

    Quoting  :

Yes, yes it is and thank you!

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Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:28 pm

    Quoting gardenboy321:
    I know that kind of pain sweetheart. It's debilitating. All you can do is wait for time to soothe it some.
Thank you, GB dear.

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Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:29 pm

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Thanks, that's what I'm hoping.

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Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:29 pm

    Quoting jus4fun2018:
    Time will soften the pain... it will never totally go away but it will become bearable..
I hope so. Thank you.

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Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:30 pm

Thanks. I'm actually looking forward to going back on medication as I am a fan of it.

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Jadefire79 33F
342 posts
1/21/2018 5:30 pm

    Quoting citizen4722:
    This is your song:

    A Pain That I'm Used to

    I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
    I just know that I'm harder to console
    I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
    But the key is a question of control

    Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
    I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
    All the signs that I find have been underlined
    Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

    All this running around, well it's getting me down
    Just give me a pain that I'm used to
    I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
    You just need to achieve something that rings true

    There's a hole in your soul like an animal
    With no conscience, repentance, oh no
    Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
    Devils feed on the seeds of the soul

    I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
    No mistaking the faking, I care
    With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
    On a note full of hope not despair

    All this running around, well it's getting me down
    Just give me a pain that I'm used to
    I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
    You just need to achieve something that rings true

    M. Gore
That is a really good song. Thank you.

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